MY FIRST LOVE!!!!!!

who can forget one's very first love of his or her life....something that is etched into memory all through the lifetime...and whatever be the consequences of that relationship, you always remember it for the happy moments you shared and for everything related to it surely bringing a smile at your face whenever you think about it.....
feels to have gone back in time at that very moment with that very person who was the most important thing in your life when no other thing kept equal importance as much as her in your thought factory, those regular fights with your parents for pocket money and phone balance n what not..those endless conversations in the phone for hours where you would suddenly realize that its late midnight of what you had started talking some 4-5 hours ago...all those regular meetings in the market bunking tutions, lying friends just so that you could spend quality time all alone with her.....dose stupid exchanges of chits in the classes and glancing at her every other second involuntarily.....chats which had no meaning whatsoever but just the happiness of talking to her and spending time with her superseding all your thoughts.....not forgetting the jealousy and anger seeing her talking with someone else....the fights with her and your whole hearted efforts just to win her back....
those euphoric moments of joy and happiness beyond all limits thinking of the day the first time she talked to you, the first time you went out with her, the first time she held your hand, the first time she spoke out words of love for you, the moment when you could feel from her actions and words that nothing mattered more to her than yourself, the feeling of being the king of the world and that happiness was just indescribable.
experiencing each and every feeling some years ago which i have written , indeed those days were the happiest ones of my life....although the end result was something i never wished to happen, it was these feelings and these thoughts itself that gave me a reason to smile whenever i was sad or down....something that bought in a sense of happiness whenever i would think about it.....
so guys, fall in love..it indeed is the most beautiful thing god has bestowed us....

EGO!!!????

the biggest evil inside a human soul is this small three letter word..."EGO"...and it is coz of this ego itself that makes people do the worst of things n say the worst to people close to them... No feeling is more worse than finding someone whom u thought to be your close fren leaves you all alone in the middle just because of this small three lettered problem...
long lasting friendships being broken in a instant just coz of small misunderstandings n none of them interested to patch up again because of nothing else but 'ego'..... fights within a family over smallest of things, rifts in a joint family all because of ego.....the ego of a rich person preventing him to talk wit people lower in class than him,...... ego of a leader of a nation leadin to worldwide destruction all over,...... the ego of a person of a higher caste stopping himself even to interact with someone from the lower caste and then in the end the ego of a person not even allowin him to live a life he always wanted to live....
how good it would be if everyone forgets this small word from their individual lives for a moment and checks out for themselves the difference it would bring in their lives and in the society as a whole-no difference in caste, creed, money,in fact everything binding everyone in a single thread of love and unity...
but alas...seems we have moved too ahead in life to even think of something happening like this...but then,isn't it worth giving a try...call someone immediately whom u had a fight with solve things, patch up with your old friend with whom you got separated just coz of a stupid misunderstanding...the joy you get after the conversation is something beyond described by any words....just try it